Drowning. Suffocating. Dying.

Life gets worse when you were surrounded with people who don't know you better.

Dear you,

Now I understand the reason why I miss you more than anyone else. You understand me better than I am. You know me better than anyone else. I thought I was strong enough
live without you. I was wrong. No one takes care of my heart like you do. I am sensitive and you know that well. I hate being so emotional but everything goes out of control now. I can't cope with the pressure anymore. Every time people makes my heart sank, I keep telling myself it's okay, not to take it into heart, others got problem too. But I got a limit. It's too much for me. I'm no extraordinary. I'm a typical girl. My heart is fragile. And people broke that by their actions. I picked the broken pieces, got them back in shape. But at the end of the day, can you get the perfect glass again after you broke them zillions time? Definitely no. I hate living on my own. I hate to be unheard. I got no shoulder to cry on. I got no hand to wipe my tears. Yes it's time for me to grow up. Live like a grown-ups. Think like a grown-ups. Sounds like easy but people forget that words is louder than action. I'm the one who wear that shoes. I'm the one who row that boat. People keep judged me, criticized me, bashed me, but never help me when I'm overboard. I'm tired, dear. Damn much. I need you. So bad.

-NADH-

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Awas! Bahaya!

AS SALAM^^

"JANGAN PANDANG ULAMA' SEPERTI TIADA MASA SILAM. JANGAN PANDANG PENDOSA SEPERTI TIADA MASA DEPAN."

Patutnya kita sentiasa berusaha menjadi hamba yang terbaik. Bila dah jadik baik bantu orang lain jugak jadik baik. Bukan buruk buruk kan dia.

Yang bahayanya bila kita rasa da cukup baik dan dah cukup ilmu. Kita mula pandang orang lain sebagai pendosa yang confirm masuk neraka. Nauzubillah.

Jangan sombong dengan ilmu yang ada. Jangan riak dengan amalan yang dilakukan.

Antara kita semua, kita tak tahu syurga tu milik sapa. Kita tak tahu kita masuk ke syurga dengan cara macam mana. Kita tak tahu timbangan mizan kita macam mana. Kita tak tahu mana satu amalan kita yang Allah terima. Kita tak tahu kita dapat keredhaan Allah ke tidak.

Sama sama membimbing dan berusaha untuk dapat redha Allah tu baru namanya Muslim sejati.

Note to self and YOU!

-NADH-

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Learn

Almost 2015 and what did I do for 2014? I got a job, went to PLKN, do further study in matriculation.

Most important thing is what did I learn along 2014. People come and go. People approach and leave. I started to lose friends. Started to lose someone. Started to live independently. Started to think like a grown up although sometimes I act childishly.

I met many new  friends....
Uyin, Petak, Ida, B2T12....
Mr F. Mr AAA.

Yes, some people live temporarily in our life to give us lessons and some were meant to stay in our life for forever. But behind all those things are, did we appreciate people around us? Cause it is nature for people to be appreciated once they've gone.

Above all, learn. And always learn. Cause Rasulullah told us to learn since our first time we see the world till our last breathe.

Experience is the best teacher

So learn from experience. Learn from mistakes. LEARN!

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GET BACK

AS SALAM^^
We just recently hear about the missing plane of AirAsia which another shocking news to Malaysia after flood sweeping to most of our country. If we think deeply everything happen for a reason. It's time for us to get back to the right path. It's time for us to worship Allah Almight only instead worshipping the Dunya business. It's time for us to confess that Allah is the Most Powerful and nothing can compare to Him. May ALLAH bless us all and forgive our sins. Ameen

Ps: my deep condolences to all flood victim.

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Behind everything

AS SALAM^^

Semalam dapat result PSPM 1. Nak cakap tu je.










Hahahahaha..

Hmmm Idk why nervous masa beratur nak amik result PSPM tu lagi teruk daripada masa nak amik result SPM. Maybe sebab masa nak amik result SPM dulu bukan aku yang pegi amik. Bangun pagi pegi kerja macam biasa like nothing was happen that day.

My heart goes dap dap dap dap dap since last week. Can't deny there was too many 'what if's in my head. 'What if I failed?' . Plus, there was too many rumours which is actually true, about the number of students who has to be kicked out of the college, students who has to change to PDT, etc make my heart skipped a beat.

And I can be said to be run out of blood while qeuing to take the result.

ALHAMDULILLAH I was meant to stay here after the result but sorry I can't share my pointer. It is The Secret Of Kingdom Cenonet.

What I want to say here is, no matter how much our pointer is, always say ALHAMDULILLAH. Can't help it that Imma bit sad because I can't reach my target but it is actually a big gift from Allah that I can still study here compared to others who has to end their study here.

Dear friends, the most important thing is don't ever lose hope. Keep trying, keep working towards success and don't give up with the blessing of Allah. Keep praying and asking for success in the world and hereafter.  May Allah bless us and give us success. =] Failure today doesn't mean we fail forever. Accept it as a test. And kafarah to our sins. 

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