Dari tadi carik idea untuk title entry ni tapi tak dapat dapat. Haih.

AS SALAM^^

So I stepped out from Kolej Matrikulasi Perak on 27th April and I can't help it was one of the saddest thing happened in my life. I enjoyed my life very well there. Got many new friends who then I got overly attached with, acted crazy with, do stupid things with. And yeah sometimes I miss the moment.

I had hakak hakak who treated me like a little girl. Gave me a lot of life lesson. and brought me to a whole new world that I don't even know myself anymore. Yeah they changed me a lot.

I wrote those words a few weeks before we are estranged. It is nature that people come and go. We can't stop people from leaving us. and we can't force ourselves to stay when it is the time for us to go.

It is sad to know that life wouldn't be the same anymore frankly speaking. But yeah hmmmmm ..... It is something that can't be expressed by words, better left unsaid, tacenda or anything you can describe. Everyone surely had feel the feeling when ones have to face the separation after good days so you know how it feels.

So ni free advice untuk adik adik yang bakal masuk mana mana kolej matrikulasi.

Kat matrik ni setahun or dua tahun so guna masa yang singkat tu elok elok.

• Carik kawan yang sekepala so korang boleh buat stupid and crazy things together,
• carik pakwe/makwe/scandal kat situ sebelum korang tinggalkan diorang after that one year/two years ,
• target four flat masa exam ,
• kalau rasa ada tertinggal mana mana tajuk sebab tertidur time lecture cepat cepat cover sebab korang takkan ada masa nak cover balik lepastu sebab kat matrik biasanya belajar satu tajuk sehari unless korang memang jenis burung hantu
• buat elok elok time kuiz or settlekan assignment secomplete completenya sebab ada carry mark

okay jangan ikut mana mana tips yang menjahanamkan tuu

XOXO
-Nadh-

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Sumimasen

AS SALAM^^

okay first nak gelak puas puas dulu sebab baru sedar da sebulan lebih tak update blog . Tetiba malamni rajin nak tengok last post. HA !! Amekkaw. Ghopenye last post 28 March.

Dah dah taknak membebel panjang panjang. Nadh just nak cakap sorry je kepada pembaca setia blog ni sebab da lama tak update. and thanks kepada pembaca pembaca setia tu . I appreciate it so much. Da dapat idea da nak update pasal apa. Tapi tajuk untuk entry tu takde idea yang menarik lagi setakat nii. XD . Korang tunggu jelaa Nadh tulis pasal apa nanti.


XOXO
-Nadh-

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Drowning. Suffocating. Dying.

Life gets worse when you were surrounded with people who don't know you better.

Dear you,

Now I understand the reason why I miss you more than anyone else. You understand me better than I am. You know me better than anyone else. I thought I was strong enough
live without you. I was wrong. No one takes care of my heart like you do. I am sensitive and you know that well. I hate being so emotional but everything goes out of control now. I can't cope with the pressure anymore. Every time people makes my heart sank, I keep telling myself it's okay, not to take it into heart, others got problem too. But I got a limit. It's too much for me. I'm no extraordinary. I'm a typical girl. My heart is fragile. And people broke that by their actions. I picked the broken pieces, got them back in shape. But at the end of the day, can you get the perfect glass again after you broke them zillions time? Definitely no. I hate living on my own. I hate to be unheard. I got no shoulder to cry on. I got no hand to wipe my tears. Yes it's time for me to grow up. Live like a grown-ups. Think like a grown-ups. Sounds like easy but people forget that words is louder than action. I'm the one who wear that shoes. I'm the one who row that boat. People keep judged me, criticized me, bashed me, but never help me when I'm overboard. I'm tired, dear. Damn much. I need you. So bad.

-NADH-

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Awas! Bahaya!

AS SALAM^^

"JANGAN PANDANG ULAMA' SEPERTI TIADA MASA SILAM. JANGAN PANDANG PENDOSA SEPERTI TIADA MASA DEPAN."

Patutnya kita sentiasa berusaha menjadi hamba yang terbaik. Bila dah jadik baik bantu orang lain jugak jadik baik. Bukan buruk buruk kan dia.

Yang bahayanya bila kita rasa da cukup baik dan dah cukup ilmu. Kita mula pandang orang lain sebagai pendosa yang confirm masuk neraka. Nauzubillah.

Jangan sombong dengan ilmu yang ada. Jangan riak dengan amalan yang dilakukan.

Antara kita semua, kita tak tahu syurga tu milik sapa. Kita tak tahu kita masuk ke syurga dengan cara macam mana. Kita tak tahu timbangan mizan kita macam mana. Kita tak tahu mana satu amalan kita yang Allah terima. Kita tak tahu kita dapat keredhaan Allah ke tidak.

Sama sama membimbing dan berusaha untuk dapat redha Allah tu baru namanya Muslim sejati.

Note to self and YOU!

-NADH-

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Learn

Almost 2015 and what did I do for 2014? I got a job, went to PLKN, do further study in matriculation.

Most important thing is what did I learn along 2014. People come and go. People approach and leave. I started to lose friends. Started to lose someone. Started to live independently. Started to think like a grown up although sometimes I act childishly.

I met many new  friends....
Uyin, Petak, Ida, B2T12....
Mr F. Mr AAA.

Yes, some people live temporarily in our life to give us lessons and some were meant to stay in our life for forever. But behind all those things are, did we appreciate people around us? Cause it is nature for people to be appreciated once they've gone.

Above all, learn. And always learn. Cause Rasulullah told us to learn since our first time we see the world till our last breathe.

Experience is the best teacher

So learn from experience. Learn from mistakes. LEARN!

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