*sigh*

Sorry. I'm not intended to break your heart. Please understand.

I'm afraid.
Yes I am.

I've lost someone who I used to love so much and I took two years to move on. It's hurt.

Easily fall for someone is so not me. But when I do, it is hard to let him go when I have to. Sakitnya saat pemergian and saat melepaskan pergi. Kau kena faham.

Aku bukan taknak terima kau, tapi tolong faham. Aku taknak terluka lagi. Cukup laa sekali.

Lagipun aku ni tak matang lagi, tak sesuai nak bercinta.

Jangan paksa !

We've got a long journey and a big world to explore. I believe you'll find someone else better than me. Have faith.

Good luck !

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Nadh's quote

unfortunately, that is the way moms love her children that sometimes hurt her so much.

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Fatinsm Nadhirahism

I'm the type of girl who

1) masa tengok filem cinta, bila sampai part sedih, instead of kesiankan watak yang menangis or menangis sekali, aku ejek pelakon extra dia or prop dia and buat lawak. Pastu spoil kan mood sedih orang yang tengok cerita tu sekali.

2) prefer action film instead of romantic film cause aku memang takleh nak menghayati cerita cinta bagai nii sampai wujud nya kes nombor satu di atas.

3) sanggup bergaduh menjerit jerit dengan adik sebab berebut tv, aku nak tengok kartun barbie, adik aku yang darjah 4 nak tengok Chucky. Sudahnya aku cabut hard disk aku bawak lari masuk bilik tengok barbie sensorang biar padan muka adik aku takdapat tengok Chucky and bersorak dalam hati sebab menang.

4) don't give a damn over a simple thing and complicated thing ����

5) mengamalkan sikap "pergi mampos" pada orang yang kacau hidup aku.

6) prefer dianggap tak wujud dalam sesuatu komuniti instead of try hard nak dapatkan publisiti murahan

7) even though I'm 19 but I'm the one who conquer the indoor playground which my parents bought for my 4-year-old brother

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Cik Salmah's thought

Girls,,

Asyik cakap pasal kawen je. Da betul betul ready ke?

Da tengah hari baru nak bangun,
Masak pun tak reti,
Pegang baby pun tak pandai,
Still bergaul bebas dengan lelaki lain,
Buat chores pun malas,

Da ready ke namanya tu?

Kawen bukan benda main main. Kena prepare mentally and physically.

Kena pandai urus makanan pakaian suami. Kena pandai jaga hati and amik hati suami. Kena hormat suami walau macam mana teruknya keadaan sekali pun.

Boleh ke buat macam tu?

Baru suami. Nanti kalau da ada anak camne pulak?

Kawen bila da ready. Bukan sebab trend sekarang kawen muda.

Memang laa nak kawen sebab nak halalkan hubungan. Taknak buat maksiat. But there's another way to stop you from doing maksiat. Like stop seeing your boyfriend.

Okay, aku nii takde pakwe takde husband so maybe aku tak faham perasaan korang yang bercinta. No offense. Aku cuba bagi pendapat.

Chill ✌

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How to

"Kau kalau bergambar memang takleh sopan ea?"

Ada orang tanya soalan tu. And my answer is :

Kalau buat gaya sopan masa bergambar, aku tend to upload the photo at the social media. Kalau tak sopan rasa malu sikit nak upload. Yelaa, aku nii baru nak berubah. Not a muslimah sejati yet. Baru acah acah ke arah itu. And yes I can't help it sometimes we can't stop doing our bad habit just like that. So kena laa cari cara yang effective, right?

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