Be like stove which has run out of gas. Everyone trying to trigger your rage yet the flame doesn't light up. You win !!
(Ayat stove gas habis tu aku reka je senanye. Tak amik mana mana quote. Jangan guna dalam essay. Hahah)
Thursday, October 13, 2016
Post nii takde kaitan dengan hal ilmiah pun. So terpulang korangg nak baca sampai habis ke tak.
Tak aku saje nak share pasal aku. Biasa laa attention seeker enn.
Nak tahu tak apsal aku selalu take a long time nak siapkan kerja even kerja tu sikit je pun macam discussion lab report or tutorial?
Sebab
Aku kena fahamkan dulu pasal kerja yang aku nak buat tu. Search nota kat google, download nota pdf banyak banyak, baca banyak kali, fahamkan, try buat latihan yang kat nota tu bagi, hadam sampai lumat, bila da betul betul faham baru aku proceed dengan kerja aku tu.
Pastu enn aku bukan jenis yang kerja nak salin kerja orang je. Well tipu la kalau takde buat macam tu langsung. Kadang kadang da baca nota etc tu still tak faham gak enn especially kerja yang ada calculation. Belajar dalam kelas macam senang je, lecturer tanya ada soalan ke tak memanjang je jawab takde. Pastu melalak time buat tutor sebab susah. LOL. Time tu laa kau buat perangai nak tiru jawapan orang. Tapi bukan jenis tiru semata mata. Kalau calculation tu, aku fahamkan jalan kira dia, kira jawapan sendiri, then suruh tuan punya jawapan aku ajar aku macam mana nak kira. Entah la tapi rasa macam bodoh gila bila tiru jawapan orang bulat bulat pastu tak fahamkan. Sape gang dengan aku?? Hahah
Dah aku pi sambung siapkan kerja. Update blog ni pun satu distraction gak senanye. *nangessss*
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Tak aku saje nak share pasal aku. Biasa laa attention seeker enn.
Nak tahu tak apsal aku selalu take a long time nak siapkan kerja even kerja tu sikit je pun macam discussion lab report or tutorial?
Sebab
Aku kena fahamkan dulu pasal kerja yang aku nak buat tu. Search nota kat google, download nota pdf banyak banyak, baca banyak kali, fahamkan, try buat latihan yang kat nota tu bagi, hadam sampai lumat, bila da betul betul faham baru aku proceed dengan kerja aku tu.
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| Buat discussion pasal Fourier Series aku siap baca pasal history dia. Kau rasaaa ?? |
Next, aku cepat get distracted. Kadang kadang internet connection putus (biasa la guna wifi asrama) aku boleh main game dinasour tu dulu. Kadang kadang sampai lupa aku tengah buat kerja, kerja apa aku tengah buat. Tahu tahu da penat aku shut down laptop then pegi tidur. Lol. Tu belum kalau phone bunyi sebab ada orang whatsapp. Da reply whatsapp japgi aku scroll twitter, instagram, facebook sampai leka. That's why time buat kerja aku silentkan phone pastu off data. Tapi tulaa still distract sebab aku boleh bukak twitter instagram facebook tu pakai laptop *sigh*
Pastu enn aku bukan jenis yang kerja nak salin kerja orang je. Well tipu la kalau takde buat macam tu langsung. Kadang kadang da baca nota etc tu still tak faham gak enn especially kerja yang ada calculation. Belajar dalam kelas macam senang je, lecturer tanya ada soalan ke tak memanjang je jawab takde. Pastu melalak time buat tutor sebab susah. LOL. Time tu laa kau buat perangai nak tiru jawapan orang. Tapi bukan jenis tiru semata mata. Kalau calculation tu, aku fahamkan jalan kira dia, kira jawapan sendiri, then suruh tuan punya jawapan aku ajar aku macam mana nak kira. Entah la tapi rasa macam bodoh gila bila tiru jawapan orang bulat bulat pastu tak fahamkan. Sape gang dengan aku?? Hahah
Dah aku pi sambung siapkan kerja. Update blog ni pun satu distraction gak senanye. *nangessss*
Sunday, September 25, 2016
"If you do not hear from me, this is what my radio silence means.
It means that I love you so I can’t. Can’t tell you. Can’t burden you with my feelings. Because you do not feel the same way. Or maybe you used to but that love has expired. Dissolved into thin air. Faded with the passing of time.
You used to react to my bold confession with a beaming wide grin or a shy smile across your blushing face, you used to exclaim enthusiastically back how you love me, you used to squeeze my hand and hug me tightly to show your appreciation, you used to say how I was your pillar of support and strength, now all you feel is heavy guilt and responsibility chained towards me.
But now — now you no longer love me or want to be with me. These things happen, I’m told. People leave, I’m told. Things just...change, I’m told.
So, because I love you, because I love myself more, I will not tell you how much you meant and still mean to me.
If you do not hear from me, it means that I am too afraid to tell you how I really feel. It may be too late now, but I knew right from the start that you were everything I wanted. You still have all the qualities I admire. The steely determination to go after what you want. The crystal clear vision you have for your future. The compassion and kindness you have to do the right thing. You are still all that I dream of and I am utterly crazy over you. But for some reasons, you always feel so out of reach. So out of my league. I feel that it is delusional of me to think that you will ever want me back. I feel that it is all a one-sided unrequited love of my part.
So instead of telling you, I choose to let the words die.
If you do not hear from me, it means that I want you too much for it to be safe. Your words curt and cold cut me like a knife. Your inconsistency lights an uncomfortable flame inside me that threaten to destroy all that I hold dear. Your ghost of a smile haunts me as I realize bleakly how much I have grown to care for you. So I decide I am done. Done caring. Done idealizing you.
Done breaking my own heart to want someone who won’t want me back."
—Liane White
Wednesday, July 27, 2016
Tuesday, June 7, 2016
Assalamualaikum and hi peeps
It has been a while I didn't update my blog. I was so busy lately. The final exam is around the corner and I had to finish the assignments and all the presentation stuff etc. So sape yang lemah semangat and bercadang nak sambung degree in engineering tu better forget it. You'll be so busy that you'll forget to eat, to sleep (for those yang betul betul nak score laa. Kalau jenis nak belajar main main maybe tak rasa benda tu semua). Well yeah manade benda yang senang dalam dunia nii. Nak achieve something kena la bersusah susah dulu kan. Even nak makan pun kena masak dulu baru boleh makan, ye dak.
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It has been a while I didn't update my blog. I was so busy lately. The final exam is around the corner and I had to finish the assignments and all the presentation stuff etc. So sape yang lemah semangat and bercadang nak sambung degree in engineering tu better forget it. You'll be so busy that you'll forget to eat, to sleep (for those yang betul betul nak score laa. Kalau jenis nak belajar main main maybe tak rasa benda tu semua). Well yeah manade benda yang senang dalam dunia nii. Nak achieve something kena la bersusah susah dulu kan. Even nak makan pun kena masak dulu baru boleh makan, ye dak.
K taknak cakap banyak. Doakan guwa dapat score dengan cemerlang gaiss.
Selamat berpuasa, bersahur, berbuka puasa, berterawih, bertadarus Quran, berusaha memperbaiki ibadah wajib dan menambah amalan sunat, mengejar malam Lailatul Qadar gaiss.
Hahah tu je.
Ps: Aku memang ada benda nak post tapi nanti la tunggu aku habis exam. Tak, bukan pasal abang delivery makanan tu. Awal lagi nak cerita pasal dia. And aku memang tak ingat camne boleh kenal dia seriously hahah. Aku nak cerita pasal lain. Korang tunggu jelaa ea. Hahahah
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