Idk why but study week fever hits me hard this time. I got massive mood swing and it's getting outta control. One second I'm super happy then another second I'm sad and blue. Not just uncontrollably mood swing, I'm facing that cepat-lapar-syndrome too (not sure whether it is a syndrome or not I can't find the correct words actually). Baru lepas makan, baru lepas basuh pinggan dah lapar balik 😧😧 Idk what kind of ghost that I'm keeping lol. And I got monster in my head too. I've become too sensitive, too overthinking, too paranoid. There's negative vibes everywhere. I'm not being positive and optimist anymore. :[ I even hate myself now. I cry after silly things macam time spec hilang. Misplaced spec je pun haa, bukan nak pegi cari, tapi pegi melalak instead. I feel so terrible. Housemates usik pun koyak, Hafizan taip guna capslock pun boleh merajuk.
AKU MERAJUK DENGAN HAFIZAN GAISS. MOHON RAMAI RAMAI SURUH DIA PUJUK AKU BALIK.
Pendrive hilang pun boleh stress macam anak yang hilang. Laptop hang sikit pun boleh buat stress. Suddenly missing someone that I shouldn't miss. Feeling homesick out of the blue. Mengidam makanan macam macam. Orang reply whatsapp lambat dua minit je aku da rasa cam nak campak phone kat dinding. Pffttt -_-
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| muka bengkak sebab lately kuat makan 😂 |
