So,
It's new year. New months. New week. New resolution. New chances. New spirit.
I wish all of you achieve all the resolutions that you've made for this years. May those who's been
- wishing to lose weight
- wishing to gain weight (like me)
- wishing to be beautiful
- wishing to be better
- wishing to achieve more victory than the last year
- wishing to change their life
- wishing to leave all of negative vibes, negative habit, negative things
- wishing to be happy
- wishing to make other people happy
- wishing to be kind
- wishing to be helpful
- wishing to be successful
- wishing to live happily ever after with the love of their lives
- wishing to move on
got their wishes come true. My pray goes to all of you. May this year be yours.
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I neither have any resolutions nor wishes. I prefer to go with the flow. (so demotivated) I don't even do any reflections. lol. But yeah, I'm still keeping my pace, doing my very best in everything that I do, still that perfectionist bitch, and still short for sure.
Having resolutions quite stressing actually that I got down the dumps whenever I've failed to achieve it. Idk. It's what I've been thinking. Not having resolutions doesn't mean I don't achieve more. Actually, I'm better without resolutions. I don't set a limit for myself. Well, people are born to be different right. Everyone got their new resolution doesn't mean I gotta have one too. Whatever it is, I wish we all can do better in whatever things that we're working on so that we can achieve our goals. List azam tahun baru panjang berjela tapi takde usaha nak capai azam tu tak guna jugak kan.
So this morning, I've been comparing my life with the others. I'm turning 22 this year. Orang lain umur 22 dah jaga suami meanwhile I umur 22 still jaga adik, main dengan adik adik, bergaduh dengan adik, gallery phone banyak gambar adik, malam tadi sambut tahun baru dengan tidurkan adik, pagi tadi marah adik sebab buat perangai, mandikan adik, adik adik adik and adik. lol. And not to forget, struggling with my degree. Tak tahu mana lagi kesian, muda muda dah kena jaga suami or dah 20++ tapi belum jumpa jodoh. hahah
Nevertheless, those are blessings. Getting married at tender age is blessing. You got to spend more time with your spouse, you got someone to love and someone that loves you. You got a bestfriend and also a homie. You got someone to be taken care of and someone that takes care of you. Someone to give your heart and soul to and someone that gives their heart and soul to you.
Babysitting baby brothers is a blessing to. Everything that happens in our lives is a blessing. Got to pursue my degree is a blessing too. Having my parents around is a blessing too. (Got to spend my dad's money is a super blessing). I'm grateful with what I'm having now. Not to found my soulmate yet is a blessing too. I don't have to make efforts, I don't have to get my heart broken, I don't have to make any commitment with anyone.
Everything seems to have their pros and cons. You just gotta open up your heart.
