Learn

Almost 2015 and what did I do for 2014? I got a job, went to PLKN, do further study in matriculation.

Most important thing is what did I learn along 2014. People come and go. People approach and leave. I started to lose friends. Started to lose someone. Started to live independently. Started to think like a grown up although sometimes I act childishly.

I met many new  friends....
Uyin, Petak, Ida, B2T12....
Mr F. Mr AAA.

Yes, some people live temporarily in our life to give us lessons and some were meant to stay in our life for forever. But behind all those things are, did we appreciate people around us? Cause it is nature for people to be appreciated once they've gone.

Above all, learn. And always learn. Cause Rasulullah told us to learn since our first time we see the world till our last breathe.

Experience is the best teacher

So learn from experience. Learn from mistakes. LEARN!

---

like and leave your comment

---

GET BACK

AS SALAM^^
We just recently hear about the missing plane of AirAsia which another shocking news to Malaysia after flood sweeping to most of our country. If we think deeply everything happen for a reason. It's time for us to get back to the right path. It's time for us to worship Allah Almight only instead worshipping the Dunya business. It's time for us to confess that Allah is the Most Powerful and nothing can compare to Him. May ALLAH bless us all and forgive our sins. Ameen

Ps: my deep condolences to all flood victim.

---

like and leave your comment

---

Behind everything

AS SALAM^^

Semalam dapat result PSPM 1. Nak cakap tu je.










Hahahahaha..

Hmmm Idk why nervous masa beratur nak amik result PSPM tu lagi teruk daripada masa nak amik result SPM. Maybe sebab masa nak amik result SPM dulu bukan aku yang pegi amik. Bangun pagi pegi kerja macam biasa like nothing was happen that day.

My heart goes dap dap dap dap dap since last week. Can't deny there was too many 'what if's in my head. 'What if I failed?' . Plus, there was too many rumours which is actually true, about the number of students who has to be kicked out of the college, students who has to change to PDT, etc make my heart skipped a beat.

And I can be said to be run out of blood while qeuing to take the result.

ALHAMDULILLAH I was meant to stay here after the result but sorry I can't share my pointer. It is The Secret Of Kingdom Cenonet.

What I want to say here is, no matter how much our pointer is, always say ALHAMDULILLAH. Can't help it that Imma bit sad because I can't reach my target but it is actually a big gift from Allah that I can still study here compared to others who has to end their study here.

Dear friends, the most important thing is don't ever lose hope. Keep trying, keep working towards success and don't give up with the blessing of Allah. Keep praying and asking for success in the world and hereafter.  May Allah bless us and give us success. =] Failure today doesn't mean we fail forever. Accept it as a test. And kafarah to our sins. 

---

like and leave your comment

---

Sunken

God , Why did my heart sank upon hearing the news. It's not a big deal actually. Why did I feel bad about it? Why did I keep worrying about things that is not happened yet? Why did I can't be cheerful as always today? Why did I can't sing a happy song?

Help me Ya Allah. Please ease everything. I can't live my life in this way.

Keep calm Nadh. Stop worrying. Don't over think. It may harm you.

---

like and leave your comment

---

No Offense

As Salam ^^

Does it sounds offensive when I told my friends to be clear with me if they don't wanna be friend with me so I don't have to care about them anymore?

To me it is an honest question. Well of course nobody wants to be used by someone who so-called best friend. They only look for me whenever they are in trouble. Who they think they are? Who I am to them? A true friend or a free counselor? Maybe I used to be innocent and naive, but not now.  I'm about to cut people who don't need me in their life out of my life and of course, I don't need people who don't need me. I am not important to them so I better walk out of their life.

---

like and leave your comment

---

Light the Candle

AS SALAM^^

"It is better to light one candle than to cure the darkness" - Lao Tzu

Complaining of being stupid? Then start learning. Complaining of being poor? Then start working.
Stop being lazy and stop complaining. Well at least lighting a candle is better than to stay in the dark forever not knowing what happen around us and what to do next. At least with the small light, we won't die in the dark.

We can do something better. May Allah bless us.

---

like and leave your comment

---

#Hadith

Nabi Muhammad SAW said " Save yourself from hell-fire even by giving half a date-fruit in charity"

[Bukhari]

---

like and leave your comment

---

My Sorry

AS SALAM^^

Holla guys
I'm so sorry for not updating my blog for donkey years. I've been busy as hell here and I even don't have any time to comb my hair. Whata sad things. ╯.╰

There are so many things to tell you guys.

I would like to start with a few person who close to me here in KMPk.

Alright, the girl beside me is Aqilah binti Rozali or well known as Petak. Why Petak? Let it be the cat in the bag. ✌  Our science computer lecturer call her Petak as well. Seems like the name suit her well. I don't know what does she eat until she can grow up tall like that. She has a very good sense of humour and totally hilarious. One good thing about her is she can get along with people so easily. Why does it hard for me?

Next, Atikah Hanum binti Hasan Basri or we call her Munah. Munah came from the inversion of Hanum. No no no. This is not biology. It is the Studies of People's Name. LOL. What makes her difference from the others is she has a high vocal or to make it easy, she has a high voice. For me, it is a good thing because people can get her point and she has to repeat that did she say. It is a contradiction with me that sometimes even the person who sit beside me don't hear what I was saying and I have to repeat my point. Usually I prefer to end up with "It's okay. Never mind". *SIGH*

This is Farah Husna. Hanum's twin. Not literally actually just that they always be seen together everywhere. Like a Siamese Twins. Where there is Hanum, there is always has Husna. I swear I never seen one of them without the other one. My first impression about her is she is like 'acah acah gangster' with her 'wanna-fight' face. However, frankly speaking, she is not like what I thought at first at all. Maybe her face expression like a lion but actually she is nice actually.

This one is Siti Zulaikha binti Mohamed. Nothing can describe except this four words : SHE LOVES HER ROOMMATES. K-Pop fans as well. (Most of people nowadays has become K-Pop fans that it is no longer can be said as a speciality of someone).

Last but not least, Nurul Athirah binti Khamid. I really love the way she take care of herself by covering her Aurah very well in a way of not old-school. She proves that 'Tudung Labuh' and old-school are two different separable things. She is a grace girl. The way she talk and the way she act like The Last Malay Woman. I dare to bet that she can be listed as 'Menantu Pilihan'.



Not to forget, this one guy. Hahaha. It feels like my entry is not complete without his name on it. I guess that my LOYAL READER has known him. I just wanna say that Thank You for being with me all this time through thick or thin for three years (I guess). Maybe four. Living in technology world makes it impossible to not keep in touch. Long distance is not a big matter as long as you didn't throw your phone away, Pak Cik. Hahahahahahaha.
Well,, actually I really miss the moment that we've shared once. I missed to teach you Mathematics and Biology and I want you teach me Chemistry. I miss to share laughter with you. We can't be in the same place all the time right? Conditions and circumstances have to change somehow. I can only wish the best for you. Go and chase your dream. Bear in mind that I am always stand at your back. \ (•◡•) /

---

like and leave your comment

---

Life

AS SALAM^^

Life is good actually. In fact it is great. To have a family, relatives, good friends and life partner is certainly a completing factor of life. You found your life is hard because you are not start living yet. Instead, you are living others life.

Stop thinking about others too much. Think of yourself too. Think about what you gonna laugh at when all your hair turn grey, reminiscing about your young days. Think about what you gonna have at the Afterlife World.

Being a spoilt and broken ones doesn't mean you are always broken until your last breath. Remember that leaves have two sides. You can always turn over a good leaf.

Adios,
Nadh =D

---

like and leave your comment

---

Judgement of Jury

AS SALAM^^

HYE DEAR.....

as promised,, tonight I'm gonna post a new entry y'all..

Now , Nadh nak start berfalsafah.

Have heard this quote 

If you judge someone without knowing the person, it means that you define yourself.

Here's my words

Judging people without getting to know them better is called misjudge. Sometimes misjudge can be you defining yourself. You absolutely have no rights to judge others as you only see what they want you to see and you don't know what is hidden. Everyone has their own story behind everything they show. Your first thought of people is what you are exactly, your reflection. So, let us change. Stop thinking bad and negative about others. 

---

like and leave your comment

---

#InMemory

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

I still remember how you loved literature so much
I still remember how high your dream to be a successful author
I still remember how you admired JK Rowling so much
I still remember the beauty of your words

Dearest friend, you left me for a year yet everything we did together is in my mind like it happens yesterday. Maybe we were meant not to be best friend for a long time but I'm really appreciate your presence. Maybe you only meant to be my past but I'll bring our memories to the present and future. I don't want to forget you. I'll say your name when I pray.

I never like your words when you were talking. I used to say that every word you address is like an old literature book. However I can't help it all those words that you've ever say is so beauty and meaningful. I must confess that I miss those words you've said so much. I used to dream that we can achieve our ambition together. I told you that I would buy all your masterpiece. Looks like it is just a dream that can't be true.

We've been friend for ten years and we were so close. You understood me and knew me well. You knew my secrets. And yes, of course the secret will always be secret. I'm still finding your replacement. Person who will fill the blank spot that you've left. You have been a part of my life.

---

like and leave your comment

---

#SalamNisfuSyaaban

AS SALAM^^

Tak nak membebel panjang panjang ..

Salam Nisfu Syaaban

---

like and leave your comment

---

#Quote

---

like and leave your comment

---

#Quote

---

like and leave your comment

---

Smile =)

AS SALAM^^

Faking a smile can literally confuse your brain and improve your mood, making you happier. So, smile even if the sky is grey. Smile although the clouds is about to pour the rain.

---

like and leave your comment

---

#KMPk !! Whatsapp yob !!

AS SALAM^^

hoi hoi hoi.. Long time no see you guys.. So I 'stole' a little of time to write here.... Blogging is my favourite activity that I miss the most .... huhu ...

well, I'm driving in the fast lane now. It is like playing games against time... If you don't reach your destiny before the time ends, you'll lose the game .... I would like to share about my first week as a matriculation student.

It is not that bad as Faziera claimed... haha.... she's now in Malim Matriculation College, Kedah... she got no friends at first but now she had overcome the problem... well done, dear !! that's the spirit ....

wanna know something ,, all this time I never realized that this year I'm going eighteen until I went to the first class...

First class, English lesson
Me: Aku 18 tahun rupanya tahun ni..

First dapat lab coat ...

Classmates

classmates

Today after lunch ...
KEEP
CALM
AND
EAT
ICE
CREAM
boleh ?

So many things happen here since the first day I went to this place on 26th May.... and yes,, the things happen really make me strong and more independence.... Being away from parents is the hardest thing that I've faced as I'm too rely on them ..... here,, I gotta solve my problem by my own .... to be honest,, all those things that I've faced here is bad enough to make me cry...
but then I talked to myself,

I'm a big girl now and big girl don't cry. She strong to face the problem that come into her way. It is not easy to success. It is like a survival game. Hunger Games. Sometimes it is okay not to feel okay. Crying may help you relieve you. But after that you gotta wipe your tears and start to move.


I believe that as long as we leave everything to Allah ,, everything will be okay ...

Tawakaltu 'Alallah
Hasbi Allah Wani'mal Wakeel


I felt so excited to start my new life here and I still do... haha ..... I've made new friends here.... My classmates,, they are so sporting and easy-going .... It is great to have them as classmates ... and the lecturers are so nice... doesn't like what I've been imagined before I went to the class... I thought that they were fierce and strict and firm .... well,, I guess firm and strict is needed.... but they not that kind of pressuring and not that fierce... like scold the students without a clear reason ....


but yeah,, when talking about meal and food,, I still don't have any appetite to eat.... miss my parents' cook too much that I can't take others food.. I often eat biscuit and instant food like instant noodle, instant soup and instant porridge.... the only dish that I take here is lauk ikan keli .... I can't help it but the cookers here doing well when it is comes to ikan keli ... (or maybe I never eat other dishes.. I guess other dishes that they have are delicious too but I never try them ) .. and I take rice when I felt really starve to death,, shaking all over my body ,, gastric , etc .... It sounds like I'm digging my own grave...

It have been two weeks I do not see the outside world .... I'm too lazy for an outing but my soul is screaming for an outing ....  well, you know how 'kutu rayau' like is ..... I thought that my 'kutu rayau' behaviour is gone after the national service training programme but unfortunately I'm absolutely wrong ....

I love to take a tour to the place I never been actually and unluckily I don't have the opportunity....

I guess I should stop here for now... GTG, TTYL.. ??


bye ...

love,,




ps: bila dikira, ditambah dan ditolak, jumlah masa Nadh kat rumah sejak habis SPM hanyalah 4 minggu... dua miggu lepas SPM then balik Johor kerja dengan auntie,, balik rumah seminggu then melapor kat PLKN ,, balik dari PLKN seminggu then daftar kat KMPk ni ... huhu.... maybe da sampai masa Nadh betul betul berfikir macam orang besar.. macam Abah dengan Ibu... stay jauh nun di Terengganu walhal family masing masing kat Negeri Sembilan and Johor... tapi Nadh ni fikiran macam nak bermanja manja lagi dengan Ibu.... huu...

---

like and leave your comment

---

#Exclusive : PLKN life

BISMILLAH ...

AS SALAM^^

Check last entry , 30th March 2014.

Today 31st MAY 2014.

MARVELLOUS !!! "dua bulan tak update blog... Pegi mana selama ni?"

firstly, I would like to say sorry for taking a long time to update new entry .... I've been busy ... okay, it's typical. I'd said the same thing so many times isn't it? busy, busy and always busy...

memang tak dinafikan Nadh memang sibuk sejak habis SPM.

first, sibuk dengan kerja. lepas berhenti kerja, kena pergi PLKN pulakk... actually, Nadh berhenti sebab PLKN panggil... Nadh lapor diri kat PLKN mase 6 April. PLKN patutnya tamat 27 Jun. But since dapat tawaran Matriks, Nadh mintak pelepasan awal on 20th May. 26th May daftar kat Matriks Perak,

okay,, tu ringkasan nye...

Nadh actually nak cerita pengalaman kat PLKN. Ada yang nangis sebab tak dapat and ada yang nangis sebab dapat PLKN. To be frank, PLKN life is not that bad as people thought. It is super awesome. Mula mula mase dapat tahu kena pergi PLKN nangis jugak la.. First week kat situ memang full of tears. tapi masuk minggu kedua, Nadh da dapat rasa keawesoman PLKN ni.

kat PLKN ni actually life dia stress-free.. 24/7 kerja enjoy and main main je... sebab apa? sebab kelas dia macam kelas tadika. main games, cikgu suruh mingle along with new friends, etc. no homeworks, no killer subjects ... haha... perkataan PENAT hanya wujud pada orang yang tak reti nak uruskan masa... kalau Nadh, memang boleh tidur dua kali sehari ...

dalam kelas pelatih diajar untuk menonjolkan kelebihan diri, kerjasama dengan orang lain, yakin bercakap dengan khalayak ramai, etc.. ade jugak diajar pasal budaya kerja, kesan buruk zina, etc... tu yang Nadh sempat la...

aktiviti fizikal pulak,, banyak yang dia ajar pasal life-problem solving. macam kembara halangan, pelatih diajar cara yang betul nak lepasi halangan. for example, six feet wall,, cikgu ajar camne nak panjat dia... misal la kita kena kejar anjing ke then sampai kat jalan mati macam yang biasa ditunjukkan dalam tv tukan, at least kita da tahu camne nak selamatkan diri ....

ade jugakk ajar guna senjata... nak leraikan and pasang balik senjata... belajar berenang,, belajar baca peta and guna kompass... ceramah dari pihak luar pun banyak... macam ceramah dari pihak polis,, pegawai Anti Dadah Kebangsann ,, pegawai JPA ... memang best sebab dapat tahu pasal benda....

selain tu, kat PLKN dorm dia campur kaum. ada cina , india ,etc.. dorm Nadh campur Melayu, Chinese and Siamese. untuk kumpulan Nadh takde Indian... kite orang bergaul macam takde jurang... gurau sama sama , makan sama sama, tidur sama sama. yang best boleh belajar bahasa Cina.... Nadh memang suka belajar bahasa Asing.

Memang betullah jurulatih cakap masa first sampai kem ... Mula mula memang nangis sebab tak nak pergi PLKN tapi last last nangis sebab tak nak balik ....

ALPHA

Ju Ni and Charlotte.. mamat belakang tu kenal tapi tak ingat nama *amek tukul*

in half-loreng. rasa macam jocker mc D pakai spike boot.. huhu tapi smart

with Arisa. She's siamese. my dormate

With Kakak a.k.a tiga balak a.k.a ketua wirawati merangkap kakak dorm... tempat bermanja kot. haha

erk ??!!

follow me :

twitter  : @nadhFatin
instagram : Nadhirah Mustafa (nadhirahfatin)

add me :

facebook : Nadhirah Mustafa (Luminous Lova)
Wechat : nadhirahlovafatin

---

like and leave your comment

---

#Quote

AS SALAM^^

Be careful of love. It'll twist your brain around and leave you thinking up is down and right is wrong" - Rick Riordan (The Battle of Labyrinth)

---

like and leave your comment

---

Melanda Lagi

AS SALAM^^

heya dear ? how do you do ?

hope korang sihat and tak mengalami apa ape masalah kesihatan disebabkan jerebu yang melanda negara kita sekarang ni ... Nadh agak terkejut pagi semalam bila nak keluar rumah and tengok matahari macam lain je ..... then baru taw rupanya jerebu sedang melanda ....


so kalau boleh tolong kurangkan aktiviti pembakaran terbuka .... cukuplah hutan and ladang yang terbakar sendiri ... jangan tambah lagi ...

pastu kurangkan aktiviti outdoor ...... jerebu ni ada particle halus and agak berbahaya untuk kesihatan .... lebih lebih lagi kepada sesiapa yang memang ada masalah kesihatan macam asthma ....

paling penting ,, banyakkan minum air masak time panas macam ni .... takut dehydrate pulak .... nak sakit pun senang kalau kurang air dalam badan ....

lagi satu,, save duit .... takut bil bulan ni melambung pulak sebab on air cond 24 hours ..... kih kih kih ....

>merindukan seseorang yang dahulunya setia mendengar kisah hidupku<

 

---

like and leave your comment

---

#Quote

AS SALAM^^

"Go on with what your heart tells you or you will lose all"  -Rick Riordan , The Lightning Thief

---

like and leave your comment

---

H I D E .

AS SALAM^^

I smile

I laugh

I seem happy

Just to forget the misery

Misery of missing someone who has gone forever

---

like and leave your comment

---

Cupcake ^^

AS SALAM^^

this song reminds me of my little brother

---

like and leave your comment

---

To Whom ?

Bila aku bermuhasabah diri sebelum tidur,, baru aku sedar rupanya banyak masalah yang aku sedang hadapi..... tapi sebab aku selalu tersenyum dan bergelak ketawa ,, aku terlupa masalah masalah tersebut ..... linangan air mata tak dapat aku seka .... UPU belum isi .....  nak pilih engineering or medic? penat dengan kerja ..... nak daftar masuk kelas memandu ke tak ? .... nak stay kat sini or nak balik rumah ? kerinduan pada seorang sahabat baik yang tak pernah gagal untuk mendengar kisah hidup aku ..... bencinya aku bila kena buat keputusan .... bencinya aku bila kena psycho .... dipsycho agar aku pilih jalan yang dikehendaki oleh seseorang sedangkan jiwa aku memprotes ..... bencinya aku bila harus menunggu .... lagi benci bila sesuatu yang aku tunggu tu ends up with nothing ...... bencinya aku bila sesuatu yang aku mahukan ditangguh or dihalang ..... bencinya aku bila harus menurut arahan sedangkan diri aku ada keinginan lain ..... Am I not big enough to choose my own path ? Am I too fragile to live my own life ? To whom I'm suppose to talk with ?

*Goodnight dear readers
*Sleep tight
*Sweet dreams

love,,

---

like and leave your comment

---

Fever Fever

AS SALAM^^

apa khabar dear readers sekalian ? korangg sihat takk? well,, sekarang nikann musim demam...... orang sana sini mengadu demam ... kat klinik sampai ke luar orang tunggu turn nak dicheck oleh dokter and mostly sebab demam jugakk.... apa yang menakutkan,, musim demam kali ni serentak dengan musim denggi ....

ingat ada musim bunga, musim panas, musim luruh, musim sejuk, musim kemarau, musim tengkujuh aje ke ? kat Malaysia ni ada macam macam musim .....

sapa sape demam agak agak dah lama,, better buat check darah ....

paling penting ,, mencegah lebih baik daripada merawat ... jangan main tengah panas,, banyakkan minum air masak ,, banyakkan berehat ,, cepat cepat makan ubat kalau rasa dah nak sakit sebelum melarat ....


ps: Nadh nii sejak demam jadik loading pulakk ..... nasib baik tak jadik loading error terus... aduiyai ....
ps2: berdekah stalk facebook account Akiff Nazhan .... *janganmarahnantikenajual*

''Apabila aku sakit, Dia lah yang menyembuhkan"

And when I am ill, it is He Who cures me"

---

like and leave your comment

---