Life gets worse when you were surrounded with people who don't know you better.
Dear you,
Now I understand the reason why I miss you more than anyone else. You understand me better than I am. You know me better than anyone else. I thought I was strong enough
live without you. I was wrong. No one takes care of my heart like you do. I am sensitive and you know that well. I hate being so emotional but everything goes out of control now. I can't cope with the pressure anymore. Every time people makes my heart sank, I keep telling myself it's okay, not to take it into heart, others got problem too. But I got a limit. It's too much for me. I'm no extraordinary. I'm a typical girl. My heart is fragile. And people broke that by their actions. I picked the broken pieces, got them back in shape. But at the end of the day, can you get the perfect glass again after you broke them zillions time? Definitely no. I hate living on my own. I hate to be unheard. I got no shoulder to cry on. I got no hand to wipe my tears. Yes it's time for me to grow up. Live like a grown-ups. Think like a grown-ups. Sounds like easy but people forget that words is louder than action. I'm the one who wear that shoes. I'm the one who row that boat. People keep judged me, criticized me, bashed me, but never help me when I'm overboard. I'm tired, dear. Damn much. I need you. So bad.
-NADH-
