A penny

We, human, we don't know everything. Accept the fact and keep learning instead of buat-buat tahu which end up you got everything screwed up.

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Am I still a little girl to them?

I wonder what do my mom and dad felt to have their daughter grown-up. I've started to bring my own car to the class, I live at the rented house, I cook my own dish, settle my own laundry, have boyfriend bla bla bla.

Or do they still think that I'm still a little girl ( but physically, yes 😂😂)

Well I don't get the freedom that the grown-up got. They're still making decision for me. Do this, don't do that. Once, my teacher joked "Tak lama kak liza (my mom) dapat menantu la" and my mom went "Ehhh jangan jangan. Dia belum habis belajar lagi" 😂😂😂😂😂😂

Whatever it is, I'm still hoping that I didn't grow up. Sometimes I really wanna go back to the old times, when I still lived with them, being sent to school by my dad and later in the afternoon my mom came to pick me up. I miss the moment when I wanted to go anywhere and the drove me there instead of driving of my own [I even go to the clinic by myself :') ] , I miss the moment when I look cute every time I got attitude, (I'm 21 now and acting like that makes me feel awful agagagaga).

And I miss my mom and dad way too much

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sigh

I'm trying to be better everyday. But Idk what do you actually want. I always feel that I'm never good enough for you. Idk what else to do. Kinda break my heart to know that you are being paranoid with me. And I'm actually sad to know that all this time you choose your ego over me. Who am I to you then? Should I stay or just walk away?

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Midnight Thought

Don't dwell on past. It is only gonna hurt you and everyone around you. Go and get some times to get over the past. And leave it where it belongs. In the past.

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